Just another post that only I understand =)

I was again fall into this.....
But this time, im gonna say...
Let God decide for me, i don't want to try using my strength and get only air.

Is tiring for trying so many times in the past.
I know this thing is really unavoidable, but just depends how i choose to handle it.

I don't want to put my hand into this situation again, just let it be and see where it will carries to.
I want to try how is it feel if i surrender it to God...

-Whatever i desire may not be what God has plan-