Past few days, my brain are in constant war, being cornered. What i meant was, i was placed in a position to make decision, but I cant be sure of which decision to choose... & everything seems throwing to my hands & my hands are full!~ Worst still, i cant be sure of my life foundation at that point of time! For example, when you are question should you steal, you would answer according to what you belief to be true. But if since young you were not taught, you wouldnt have known. This is just a simple example to my war.
Haha, hope you don't be burden by what said above. But, this is just a situation that i felt is to reveal more about myself, about my heart. Is so true that we human, will think we are OK until something hit us & we realize that we are not that ok.
So, everything just happen for a reason & it did reveal something, is that i don't know since when i start building my "house" on sand. You know, no architecture will suggest you to build your house on sand, try it on beach, guess it will collapse before you get to shift all your furniture in. So, the house i meant is my value, whole of myself, i built it on a foundation that wont last, my own agenda.
As a Christian, we believe that the Bible & God should be the foundation of our life, everything we do, this is where we seek reference, this is what that guide what we do. So by not building my "house" on right place, i got shaken when "storms of life" hit! **Sinking~** (Titanic song can be play soon d)
After being swept to left & right, yet not knowing where to put my feet on, i finally fed up. I realize, my own knowledge & strength would not last, but 1 thing, Knowing Your God will be the key, the only key to all these.
Finally, pick myself up to start spending time with God again, doing my quiet time with the right intention, seeking the rewarder, not just the reward. At least today i could say, the knot i saw in the situation, is slowly untying, i could slowly see clearer picture. Praise God! :)
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