Another Breakthrough

Last Monday, i was prompted to share message again by God & this is my very 2nd time only...

Initially, i was quite alright with it. But still, my style, i would always ask God for a confirmation. Haha..

Next day, while reading my Bible (James 2), it says Faith without doing good work is death.. so that line kinda give me a confirmation that i should do it. But i still wanted a direct confirmation... then i go further reading.. till i saw this line, the title of James 3 - Controlling the tongue, then i knew i couldn't run anymore, because so happen the topic of this week is Hold Your Tongue.

So, i said Yes. That time was still quite chill.... but as days pass, and i'm left with 2 days before the sharing, the fear in me build up like a giant! Keep imagining myself sharing & did not do well.. every "arrow"[fears & doubts] just keep shooting towards me nearly 24/7.

But thank God for His confirmation & His word (Be bold & courageous, for I am with you everywhere you go, Joshua 1:9) keep me strong & marching forward. Just felt like every "arrow" that coming is overcome by the word of God, the truth.

Finally, is time for me to get up the "stage". Surprisingly, the fear that i have to deal with for the past 2 days, did not bug me even a single time! I manage to share what i have planned to share & i felt that God is the one who making all this happen. The stillness & peace. :D

What's greater is that, i don't feel like i'm so reluctant to share anymore if were called to, a step of overcoming my fear, a step stronger. :) Yay! Thank God He did not allow me to step back but has kept me strong like a Warrior!