Indefinite

Few more days & it will be officially a year. Wow... never thought this story has such a long lifespan... till, im getting tired of the same cycle that things are happening.

Things has not gotten any better. Thought a week time would have made things settle down... but, all it needs is a day of meeting & comments of friend, and all my rational thoughts once again drown...

I wonder... when this will finally come to a place of Really Settle. Guess have been long i said i needed to move forward, but yet.. finding myself back to square one.

I hope, after this week, things will really slowly fall into better place. I can focus on what needed to be focus on & not have my mind occupy with uncertainty. Painful to have known & not able to do anything.. & you can only watch whatever that is taking or yet to take place.. Though you could step up & take control or take a shift of it, but again, what's the point?

Nothing big, just something needed to get over with. Time is what it takes.