Pain in exchange of true freedom

[You might understand, or might not, but what i'm trying to say is in our life, there is something that you need to take a step back from and focus again on the path that you know is right. But the process of turning back, is never easy]

All these while, i knew in my heart that i need to put a stop, but sometimes the lack of conviction that it is a danger path will just keeps you going deeper. &, its even more dangerous when you don't know how deep you have grown into..

However....

God is good, He know & heard my prayer, without His strength, i can never do it. So He has allow something to happen that open my eyes wide to see where i exactly standing & how deep the "root" has grown. I was shock & i never knew i have allow things to go thus far. Now, i know exactly this is not what i want things to turn out like & an Urgent brake + U-turn is seriously needed.

Even though....

it requires pain tho, but i'm glad, because now i know what i need, not what i wan't.

God, keep this work going, never let it stop, let this work come to completion. I'm willing to go through this & to come to a place of true freedom. What's more, i knew Jesus You're here with me to go through together, because You have been my refuge & comfort that i run to even in this incident. :)

- Sometimes, our heart needs to be break so that God can mold it again to a beautiful one that He has specially design for every of His children-